[This is when it all began. The following is the very first entry in my blog here.]
My name is Scarlett and I'm a heroin addict. I have been keeping a
diary in so far, 4, spiral notebooks. I have
decided to transfer them to my blog online here.
I've been an
alcoholic for about 14 years, pills for about 12 years and I have been,
regretfully, a heroin addict for the past 8 months, a year coming this
late August/September.
What a hellish journey it has been. Actually, within about 3 months of using things were already steadily falling apart.
I
started using for typical reasons. Heroin truly has this glamorization
attached to it. I became mentally obsessed and addicted to H years
before I ever touched it. I didn't even really know much about it, all I
knew was that I wanted it.
So follow me, if you dare, as I let you into my life, my obsession, and my hell. Buckle up! It sure as hell is a bumpy ride!
What
made you want to read my blog in the first place? Are you a fellow
addict? Are you homeless too? Then you must understand how I feel. If you are a parent of an
addict, I am giving you a possible glimpse of what your child is up to
and what they may be dealing with.
Hi, only just found your Blog, through Karl's Blog . . . There doesn't seem to be a "follow" box to get updates . . . O well, I'll keep checking in. Well done you! I'm still struggling after 13 yrs of H . . . I'll keep trying though.
ReplyDeleteI respect and admire anyone who can turn their back on this shit, Take care Scarlett x