If only..........Jerry Cantrell MusiCares Speech

If only I just acted normal in front of my parents they'd never suspect anything. They said it themselves, how can they feel comfortable going on vacation, leaving me here, when they strongly question what I'm up to? I don't blame them for their thinking or their concern. God knows how badly i want to get out of this-how the hell do people stay out?

Last night on Youtube, I watched Jerry Cantrell's MusiCares MAPP speech. It helped me a lot to hear his words-I could relate. That's what I need, the constant ability to relate and realize that I'm not alone in this addiction hell and twisted mentality.[1st video-Jerry's MAPP speech. 2nd video-Mike Starr]