My blog is back! My pain isn't for your entertainment though....

Sorry to my many readers about briefly deleting my blog. My paranioa got the best of me. I'm back though! But the thought did cross my mind-this isn't entertainment for you all, is it? My pain isn't your entertainment right? You all do realize I'm in a hellish addiction and this isn't fiction, right? Yes this is my choice to create this blog and let strangers read about my life, but I hope people, especially those that aren't addicts, realize what an awful thing this is to live with. Just a thought............