Sorry I haven't gotten a chance to pop in and post anything. I'm still doing well. It has been 3 weeks since I last used heroin but only a few days since I last used Suboxone. I haven't been craving H at all and I am very thankful for that. I have a couple of job interviews coming up and I am also very thankful for that. I'm just so glad I don't have to be a slave in that miserable addiction anymore. Honestly, I don't think I'll touch H again. I haven't spoken to Dre since I last saw him. A few days ago I went to his house and he gave me a few Suboxone. He tried to push me into getting H but I declined. I knew something like that would happen. What did I think, he was my friend? How silly of me. No, he's nothing more than a drug dealer after my money and I won't give into anything I don't want to do. I knew I am done with H and now I know I really am. The girl I got H from 3 weeks ago has been calling me, trying to be my friend so I can get more H from her. I told her I quit but for some reason that doesn't stop her from trying to sell me stuff. I haven't bothered talking to Rob in days either. He gave me this whole speech about being serious about quitting and yet when I was at Dre's last week, he told me that Rob was coming by later that same day to get something. So much for Rob telling me he wants to quit.
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